I am looking at my list of projects… it includes things that
were on last year’s list of projects and, sadly, many of those items that have
made the list two years in a row remain incomplete. If my son’s theory holds
correct, a year is 1/46th of what it used to be. [his theory
regarding our perception of time passing = when you are ten years old, a year
is only representative of a tenth of your life, and therefore, it feels like it
takes longer than when you are 40 years old and a year is only representative
of a fortieth of your life] Anyway, it certainly feels true. I look at the
calendar and am befuddled to find we are so near the end of 2016.
Of course, a full life is also to be blamed. I downsized
this year. I shed a job, though admittedly put more of my efforts into another
one… or two. And any time I catch all of my family members in one room, which
is less often that I would like, I have done my best to drop everything and
fill my time with them. Mostly listening, sometimes brainstorming, often
laughing, lately reminiscing… these moments, though they may feel familiar,
each one only comes once.
I will not grow old and full of regrets. This has been my
mantra for most of my adult life and I am sticking to it.
As the month of November ends, I am thankful for my writing
friends who have kept me honest and on-task through NaNoWriMo. I am a few
hundred words short of target, but have faith that I will get there. I am thankful
for my friends and family, those who share their lives and their stories with
me. I am thankful for the space heater at my feet, the roof over my head, and
the abundance that fills my refrigerator, as well as my heart.
I am thankful for my list of projects. There may never be
enough time to complete them all, but as long as I am filled with enough desire
to keep the list going, I will be satisfied.
Thanksgiving 2016 - purple sweet potato pie and true pumpkin pie - I am thankful for pie, as well. |